why am i doing this? lol

why on earth am i doing this wei.. i always thought blogging was a waste of time and well i guess i have time to waste now.. lol

the past few days have been nothing but a blur or tiredness, confusion, frustration, relief and many other emotions and feelings la.. it's basically been one bumpy roller coster ride and the joke is that its only been a few days.. lol.. i guess the outcomes of things could've been way worse than what it is but at least its over now.. and i haven't even come to the fact that in like less than a months time i will be sitting for SPM.. and i am like so not ready for it.. my whole future depends on this exam and god only knows why im not like panicking, pulling my hair out and running everywhere trying to find a book to read.. lol.. oh well like i've been telling myself still double digits so theres time..

well to what i got up to today.. today was quite the day... had 3 and the freaking half hours of mad physics tuition in the afternoon.. our teacher just kept goin and going and going and we were like oh my head!!! michelle, suresh and me were like brain dead by the time class ended.. after that i just lazed around the house watching tv and stuff.. then at nite i did quite the stupid thing of giving up devil curry for dinner with vanessa and alison.. at least it turned out to be pretty fun.. i purposely made them walk a big circle to get to my car and vanessa got freaked out by a lizard.. lol.. then we bought ice cream and i sent them home.. stopped over at valerie's place for a bit too.. gosh that girl is just so darn cute.. lol.. bugger!! ally's house is huge wei.. its like 30 times my room.. in fact its probably helluva even more bigger.. lol.. nice place though..

i guess thats all for now.. i wonder when im gonna visit this place again.. lol